Monday, October 17, 2005

A Girl's Got To Do What A Girl's Got To Do

A little recount of my afternoon.

I’ll probably be back to work tomorrow, so today is my last day to enjoy some time to myself.
So as part of my way back to being totally dirty Debbie again I took the time to do all those little regular grooming things I do a couple times a week. You know what I mean ladies: shaving, trimming, plucking, polish touch ups, facials etc.
I prefer doing those things when I’m alone, it’s like a special time to myself, although it is a way to get away even when CJ is home.
So after I had done all this, I wrapped my wet hair in a towel and got another towel out so I could lie on the bed naked to totally air dry and relax for 10 to 15 minutes.
The music played next to me and I felt great.
My freshly trimmed pussy felt smooth and could feel the cool air moving around more. That same cool air had made my nipples erect. As you’ve probably guessed it wasn’t too long until my mind had fallen into another fantasy.

I thought about CJ coming home early and that I had fallen asleep on the bed, naked, music playing, towels now twisting around me.
Our apartment is two stories and the master bedroom is right by the stairs close to the door. More than likely I would hear him come in, so I figure I would pretend to still be asleep as I hear his footsteps on the wooden stairs. I would stay ‘asleep’ as he came into the bedroom. The next sound I hear is the unbuckling of his belt and the unzipping of his trousers…sweet sounds.
Next there is the weight of CJ next to me on the bed.
Quickly I remember the promise I made to myself, my next orgasm belongs to CJ. I won’t jerk-off until then.
But ohhh….the possibilities if I continued in my fantasy:
Did he bring home his boss?
What did he have in mind?
Did he see the new toys I put away in my special drawer?

:::sigh:::

I quickly get up, dry now…at least in most places, some are wetter, get dressed and forget it for a while.
But I am a girl that can’t say no sometimes, even to myself.
I start exploring my favorite sexblogs, download movies from my erotica newsgroup,
It was all just too much: shaving my pussy, fantazing, watching porn….
I did it !
Rubbed my clit and nipples and came quickly and hard !

Of course it isn’t the same as what I want to give to CJ and no worries there is always plenty for him….

Bring it on…I’m back !

4 comments:

Anonymous said...

Ooooo, for fun!!! Girl's really should do what girls should do. Boys too. I am glad you are feeling better. I hope CJ is able to put some more smiles on your face soon.

wind walker said...

your title says it all...and i couldn't agree more!!

welcome back!!

DESIRE X said...

To give yourself to your lover, even if only in your mind is truly a wonderful feeling.

And when you are full up with him, when you can hold no more, the release is the greatest pleasure.

I sometimes allow myself to get thebreaking point before giving into HIm, knowing that it will be fast and hard and desperate.

He loves it that way, as I'm sure your CJ does also.

HER

Anonymous said...

Debbie,

an exquisite return - if I may be so bold as to use the Smart Sex Monday word of the week.

Rups