Sunday, July 31, 2005

The Things I'd Love To Do To You

Oh, the things I'd love to do to you.
The things, feelings, expressions we can share.
I think about it often.
I think of the things we have already shared. The power you inject into me.
Yes, you help me to be the goddess.

[I made written notes for this entry on July 14th and I'm now getting around to posting, it took me a while to find a good blog site]

I'm alone in the office today, so those thoughts creep into my nympho brain, my pussy is damp, and my thoughts of 'him' are dirty.
I think of the way he kisses me, I love the way he pushes his tongue down on mine. It starts out so usual, so normal, then it reaches that point when I can feel his tongue straight down through me to my pussy. I warm up and I want to fall into him.
I wonder what it would be like if he and I had 'cybered'. I don't think he had a lot of experience with that and how freeing it is. It's a terrific way to act out fantasies 'safely'.
It made me curious.
It made me more comfortable in bed.
It made me kinkier.
I experimented more, learned I enjoyed spanking, mild bondage, playing the sub, anilingus, talking dirty, really dirty, among other things.
What kind of fantasy would that be like to play out once he got his own computer, perhaps set up in his upstairs office, while mine is downstairs in my office?
Most importantly cybering taught me how to express what I wanted in bed. I learned to ask for what I wanted and I would usually get it, making the entire experience more fulfilling for both me and my partner.
Conversely, I learned to give what was asked for. It so damn freeing, so exciting. It's trust.
I want to give him all he wants and take in everything he wants to give me.
The cybering also made me better at and helped me to enjoy phone sex...a real treat if you're missing someone and it's done right.
I get so turned on by talking or typing dirty !.....yummy
It can be such a good tease.