Sunday, April 22, 2007
It's been nearly a month since I started my sabbatical. I figured I would stay on it until I didn't need it anymore.
That day has come.
I have studied several things during my leave. On the subject of sexuality, I came across several interesting articles and will be sharing them, and sometimes my thoughts on them during the coming weeks. Perhaps Sundays (sabbatical=sabbath) will be the day for those.
More importantly I studied myself and my relationship with my soulmate.
Through private journaling and some intense talks with CJ I had become more at ease with where I am in my life.
I'm not losing sleep much any more over things I will never be able to change. I have chosen to change the dynamic of my relationship. It's a good thing. I am more aware of what my personal dignity consists of and what I'm willing to allow into my life.
No waffling, no negotiations. I have learned even more about myself.
My writing has started up again. CJ and I had a great time on Friday (4/20) and I'll be writing all about that as soon as I get it all down and edited.
Let's all enjoy the promise that Spring shows us every year and begin anew.