Sunday, March 22, 2009

Good and Bad

We all go through experiences involving love,lust,hurt,rejection,etc.
I believe that when two people interact there is always some form of chemistry moving back and forth from the one to the other.
I also think that it varies, and not so much by whether you know the person or not, but more by surroundings,moods and atmosphere.
I think that this chemical movement can vary from being very pleasurable to very sad.

I found a horrible way to get my creative juices flowing. I don't recommend it and surely I will find an alternative. CJ and I had a fight last night. It was stupid, as most are, but all of a sudden I felt like the walls were closing in on me. I packed up and left. I checked into a nice hotel and I will return in a couple days. The thing is that since I've been here I have been writing for both my blog and my personal journal, working with ideas for the blog, and learn some things about advanced HTML coding. I don't know what triggered it.
I am confident that I will be welcomed with open arms, as will he by me.
A brief period of time will be spent on our issue and we'll move on. We learned the hard way last time around what happens if we don't do that.
I doubt it will warrant make up sex, but we will be close again.
I think the quote above explains it all, especially describing CJ and I.


Leonhart said...

Well, it seems odd to praise you for learning advanced HTML skills out of what was no doubt a horrible situation. You've found a most unlikely silver lining to this dark cloud. . .

Anonymous said...

Yes it is a dark cloud, but the wind blows and I am hoping that when i get home the sun will be shining.

Anonymous said...

The cooling off period can be imperative for many like myself. When the sun finally rises it is like it never happened. Patience is in need all the way around.


Alfie said...

We hope you kiss and make up real soon.

Anonymous said...

Thanks all for your kind words and thoughts. As I type this I am in my living room after having a nice dinner out with CJ. All we really needed to do is embrace and say "I love you". The's so "at home" again.

Anonymous said...

Glad that you and CJ made up. There are so few good relationships I hate it when people like you two are fighting.